Shake it off, just shake it off.
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Am
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11.01.2010
10.20.2010
No way!
I should be flattered that they keep asking me to go back. But there's absolutely NO way I'm moving back to Bako. Just not worth my sanity. Naw mean?
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Am
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10.18.2010
Wow really?
Some people say the dumbest things. I get so annoyed by it!!! Its best they keep their mouth shut before I shut it for them! JK, that sounds kinda violent, lol!
Ughh, but anyway, homeboy was implying that 2011 would be the year my bf & I would marry. Yea, we were planning on that, but just to spite you, its going to happen at a later date :)
I understand that I should learn to let things go blah blah blah. But people just looooovve to get in my business & put their 2 cents in. Like really, I didn't ask you about my future marriage. So kindly butt out & stop giving me advice!!! I don't want a marriage like yours, k? :)
Hahaha oh man. Am I angry? Not really, just really annoyed at people who think they know my bf & me.
And...
Its hard to find real, true & loyal friends. Like, have you ever gone soooo out of your way for someone and they didn't even appreciate it? Its so frustrating, right?! *sigh*
But aside from the dumb comments people say, that I should just be ignoring, I do realize I am so blessed with such a loud loving ilocano family, a truly wonderful bf, fun friends that I can be myself with, & best of all, I'm loved by my God who is the realest, truest, loyal friend I will ever have.
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Am
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Ughh, but anyway, homeboy was implying that 2011 would be the year my bf & I would marry. Yea, we were planning on that, but just to spite you, its going to happen at a later date :)
I understand that I should learn to let things go blah blah blah. But people just looooovve to get in my business & put their 2 cents in. Like really, I didn't ask you about my future marriage. So kindly butt out & stop giving me advice!!! I don't want a marriage like yours, k? :)
Hahaha oh man. Am I angry? Not really, just really annoyed at people who think they know my bf & me.
And...
Its hard to find real, true & loyal friends. Like, have you ever gone soooo out of your way for someone and they didn't even appreciate it? Its so frustrating, right?! *sigh*
But aside from the dumb comments people say, that I should just be ignoring, I do realize I am so blessed with such a loud loving ilocano family, a truly wonderful bf, fun friends that I can be myself with, & best of all, I'm loved by my God who is the realest, truest, loyal friend I will ever have.
<3,
Am
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10.09.2010
Gooooood morning!!!
I'm up early! Haha yes, this is early for me. Today, I'm 25 & 3 days old! LOL!
Anyway, I feel like my 25th year is going to be a good year!!! Don't ask me how I know this. I just know it. I feel it. :) My God is mighty & I believe He has great plans for me!
Big ups to my friends who greeted me a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! Thank youuuuu!!! For me, its the little things in life that count & make me happy. And a greeting on my birthday did just that :) Thank you to my friends who remembered! AND thank you to my friends who looked on the right side of their screen on FB hahaha!
Although it may seem like I did nothing out of the ordinary, I seriously enjoyed my day! My bf and I had lunch at House of Genji, sang(more like rapped) to some biggie & bone thugs while driving to the theatres LOL, watched Easy A, got a free Venti Iced Coffee (yummm), went to Best Buy, chilled at home, and had dinner at home(cooked by my mom& she made ALL my favorites!) Hahaha the night before my birthday, we had some food prepared for our bible study which just turned out to be a dinner instead of eating and then having bible study... Haha
It was a good day! I love spending time with my family & friends!
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Am
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Anyway, I feel like my 25th year is going to be a good year!!! Don't ask me how I know this. I just know it. I feel it. :) My God is mighty & I believe He has great plans for me!
Big ups to my friends who greeted me a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! Thank youuuuu!!! For me, its the little things in life that count & make me happy. And a greeting on my birthday did just that :) Thank you to my friends who remembered! AND thank you to my friends who looked on the right side of their screen on FB hahaha!
Although it may seem like I did nothing out of the ordinary, I seriously enjoyed my day! My bf and I had lunch at House of Genji, sang(more like rapped) to some biggie & bone thugs while driving to the theatres LOL, watched Easy A, got a free Venti Iced Coffee (yummm), went to Best Buy, chilled at home, and had dinner at home(cooked by my mom& she made ALL my favorites!) Hahaha the night before my birthday, we had some food prepared for our bible study which just turned out to be a dinner instead of eating and then having bible study... Haha
It was a good day! I love spending time with my family & friends!
<3,
Am
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9.30.2010
Embarrassing!!!
Omggggg... I walked out of my house to help my mom with the groceries in a tank top & my lavendar sheep pajamas with my hair looking like a hot mess... Its the afternoon. & I didn't know my gangsta neighbors were outside... So they saw me... Ughhhh I feel so embarrassed!!! Hahaha
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Am
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9.29.2010
Marriage
Ok. So its one thing when I talk about wanting to get married, but I find it super irritating when people tell you or your boyfriend that you NEED to get married or that its time... Really?? YOU know that its time for me to get married? How come I didn't know about this?
Like, what's it to you? Its our life & we will get married when we want to. Obviously, we aren't ready AND we don't have a strong conviction that now is the time to get married... Why are we not ready? Because we both don't have jobs to provide for ourselves. Unlike some people, I believe being able to provide for yourself & for your family is a sign of being ready to get married. In this day & age, love isn't enough. Love sure don't pay the bills...
And don't you think God would put it in our hearts when the time is right to get married??? Just cuz a 'friend' says, "its time" does not mean that it is.
I don't know. I'm just so irritated every time I hear certain people talk about it with my boyfriend. Our future is none of your business.
How do you even respond to a person like that? This happens alllll the time & that's why I've chosen to distance myself from them. *sigh*
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Am
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Like, what's it to you? Its our life & we will get married when we want to. Obviously, we aren't ready AND we don't have a strong conviction that now is the time to get married... Why are we not ready? Because we both don't have jobs to provide for ourselves. Unlike some people, I believe being able to provide for yourself & for your family is a sign of being ready to get married. In this day & age, love isn't enough. Love sure don't pay the bills...
And don't you think God would put it in our hearts when the time is right to get married??? Just cuz a 'friend' says, "its time" does not mean that it is.
I don't know. I'm just so irritated every time I hear certain people talk about it with my boyfriend. Our future is none of your business.
How do you even respond to a person like that? This happens alllll the time & that's why I've chosen to distance myself from them. *sigh*
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Am
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9.25.2010
Ok...
So, after watching Gangland tonite, I have got to admit, I'm a liiiiittttle bit creeped out by how dangerous some inmates are... BUT after reading some forum discussions about how it is for a nurse to work in a correctional facility, it doesn't seem that bad... Haha
Anyway, someone made a comment about a decision I made recently... I was kinda bugged by it. Didn't react to the comment though, I just let it slide. But its still bugging me.
Ughh whatever though. Its just one of those things when I just need to remind myself that it doesn't matter what people think or say about me or the things I've done. I don't need to explain myself to people. As long as I have the support of my family & close friends, I'm good! God has a plan for me :)
I can honestly say I have no regrets about anything I've done & if I had to do it all over, I would do everything the same. I wouldn't be who I am if it weren't for the things I've experienced in the past.
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Anyway, someone made a comment about a decision I made recently... I was kinda bugged by it. Didn't react to the comment though, I just let it slide. But its still bugging me.
Ughh whatever though. Its just one of those things when I just need to remind myself that it doesn't matter what people think or say about me or the things I've done. I don't need to explain myself to people. As long as I have the support of my family & close friends, I'm good! God has a plan for me :)
I can honestly say I have no regrets about anything I've done & if I had to do it all over, I would do everything the same. I wouldn't be who I am if it weren't for the things I've experienced in the past.
<3,
Am
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9.17.2010
Job Hunting!
So far, the places that are hiring or will be hiring in the near future are all outside of San Jose!
For real tho, I'm really going to try now. No more lazyness! Come on! I can do this! The job the Lord has set aside for me is out there. I know it! I feel it! Haha seriously tho! Its there.
I'm really excited...
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Am
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9.02.2010
Move back to Bakersfield?
Yesterday, I got an offer to move back & work at my previous job. My answer? NO! In the nicest way possible...
Seriously?? It was my decision to leave in May. Why would I want to go back? He said I missed my opportunity to become a director. Ehhh, that's what he thinks. My God is greater & He will open doors that no one can open. And who says I want to be a nursing director? Not everybody aspires to be a Director of Nursing...
Thanks, but no thanks!
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Am
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